So, I finally moved to my new school and........I want to leave already. Mostly because I get easily homesick and I hate to admit, but I've never moved anywhere in my whole life. Always lived at home and went to school from there, but now I'm stuck over a month in this completely new place with unknown people and it's going to take some time to adjust.
My roommate hasn't arrived yet so I'm all alone in this quiet and mostly empty room and it makes me uncomfortable just knowing I'll be waking up here tomorrow and not at home like usually.
It's really hard not to feel sad and anguished all the time, making me want to cry whenever I happen to think home, but I try my best and focus on something else instead, so I wouldn't constantly keep thinking about home, my folks and my dog who are so far away now. I'm just not used to something like this and can't handle it when it happens and I find myself so far from everything I know. I could of course take a train and visit my folks next weekend, but I'm afraid it would be too early and I wouldn't want to go back to school once I'm back home. So I'm not risking it happening until I'm comfortable living in this school so that I have no problems of coming back here.
Lets just hope that my roommate is someone nice and willing to comfort me if I dare to tell her about being badly homesick.
I apologize for all the rambling, but I needed to get it all out somewhere. ^^'